my parentsfill my freezer
with enoughkare-kare
and sinigangto last me
throughmy nextapocalypse
too afraidto chareggplant
directlyon the burner
I strugglepeelingthe brown
skinso timidlyblackened
at the Chinese church with Mal
at the endof the food line:
a glass dishwith yellow cake
my motherhas madebefore
en routeto Water Valley
I tell SumeetI almost
broughtriceto the crawfish boil
you should havehe sayswhy not?
our thirdor fourthdinner shared
at Nate’s:I putmy fork down
wheredo you keepsilverware
I askI need a spoon too
the weekendis for making
lumpiawith Lorena
we learnone millionways
to roll perfectlittletubes
macaroni sopaswarms
the boneswith littletrouble
and without failure:the first
mealI recreatefrom home

Noreen Ocampo is a Filipino American writer and poet from metro Atlanta. Her collection Not Flowers won the 2021 Variant Lit Microchap Contest, and she is also the author of There Are No Filipinos in Mississippi, forthcoming from Porkbelly Press in 2024. Her work can be found in AAWW’s The Margins, Sundog Lit, and Depth Cues, among others. She holds a BA in English from Emory University and studies poetry in the MFA program at The University of Mississippi, where she is working to document and elevate stories of Filipino Americans in the Deep South.