* here is a vigil song:

Note: this poem has no single reading order. It consists of ten lines arranged in a square which can be combined in different ways to form various readings. The reading order below is what one would read if one started at the top center and read clockwise, spiraling inward.

I know you truly, I know your hands these fragile spiders, I knew you truly, I knew your spine, this stone, this woven stone. I will know you once again. Time stretches into heat, vowels, echoes. If I truly knew you. Did you let me? To know each other in our melting dreams, if only, if only, if only. To know each other in dreams of apples, in apple-green sleeplessness, merciful as birds.

Mackenzie  Polonyi stands amidst a backdrop of greenery. She is wearing a white bandana with yellow flowers on it and emerald-colored earrings.

Mackenzie Polonyi is a Pushcart-Prize-nominated paprika poet, storyteller, educator, and children’s section specialist bookseller based in New Jersey and New York. Her debut poetry collection, Post-Volcanic Folk Tales, was a winner of The National Poetry Series. Her work may be found or is forthcoming in Barrelhouse Magazine, Crab Creek Review, Palette Poetry, Hayden’s Ferry Review, Tupelo Press, Diode Poetry Journal, Driftwood Press, Bennington Review, A Velvet Giant, Quarterly West, and elsewhere. Mackenzie earned her MFA in Creative Writing (Poetry) from Cornell University, where she was a lecturer.