Listen, my dear alones, over there across the city.
–Gina Berriault, Women in Their Beds
1.
perfect dark interrupted—pierced through—
bolts of yellowed light fallen, indifferent
hands of the wolf’s eye moon.
I dream more easily in silence,
but the neighborhood dogs wage war
with the neighborhood rats.
I lie three floors above the street,
listening. Battle cries & carnage
punctuated with ghost cars
tearing through my 3am.
3am & I am here—alone—
even with this many bodies
in close proximity to mine
2.
dear feral moon, cast my heart
with an entire quiver
of your bone-colored lightshards.
may every shadow’s absence blitz me
into new slumber—beast-light sleep,
unbroken by the city’s penumbral viciousness.
may sheets of softer lightning
rain down upon this half-vacant bed
3.
O passing hours the sky begins to brighten
& the moon has left my pleas unheeded.
splash of dawn splashing
in pools of darkened crimson.
the moon glides beneath the horizon
with ease, making home
the misted hollows spreading
below my eyes.
brushing cobwebs from this moth-gnawed
mattress, I’m slapped
with a stroke of pure exhaustion.
& the dogs lick one another’s ripped maws,
& the cars cleave their way through my sleeplessness,
& the icy half-moons crashing against my eyelids—
daybreak arrives in languid waves,
cobalt heavens simmering
into a stained glass mosaic
the hue of open wounds & bruises.

Malik Thompson is a Black queer man from Washington, DC. His work appears, or is forthcoming, in Sundog Lit, Cobra Milk, MQR Mixtape, and other places. A Cave Canem fellow, he has also received support from Lambda Literary, Brooklyn Poets, and other organizations.