in America the great, i don’t wear
a deer loin cloth to cover my manhood,
i’m forced to wear an orange striped jumpsuit
to cover my bones as they believe me dangerous,
sometimes, i walk alone & naked
wearing my black, spotted skin
with a sign that reads, “shoot me,”
tied across my chest,
i’ve grown old & tired pacing
back & forth, i’m caged
in the smallest jail cell in America,
i’ve travelled across empty fields,
i’ve crossed el desierto on top of La Bestia,
i’ve been locked up in a jail cell in Texas,
or in some room in Yuba County,
even though my name is Cuauhtémoc,
in a hot & dusty room in Florence Arizona,
the INS judge calls me Jose or Joaquin,
when he denies me to stay here in America,
i’m shackled to another man,
his skin is darker, he’s old & tired,
he’s covered with scars from head to toe,
we hobble together down the hallway,
a long & cold chain is tied around our black necks,
i’m always throwing chingadazos,
one, two & three strikes & i’m out,
one more fight & they’ll put me away for life,
i’m always a bullet away from death,
i’m shackled against the metal fence,
i’m tasered, shot at & spit on,
i’m told over & over
i’m worth una chingada,
in my jail cell, i breathe the stench of gun
fire & burnt meat as i pull the bullet
shrapnel lodged in my hermanos’ corazones,
i have a full jar of bullet shrapnel as proof;