Ferrying my siblings
down the gravel street
in a red wheeled wagon.
My sister so fragile
in red overalls and a red barrette
on her head or maybe
it was my brother in red.
The dusk exhaling red
onto our red shingled roof
through the red patio door.
My mom brushing her hands
on her red apron
her voice a tired bell.
Warm daal on a red potholder
with a singed corner. Mango pickle
in shimmering red oil
in a reused jar with a red lid.
The graceful red blur of
Sridevi or Rekha or
Vanna White on TV.
The red of my dad’s open mouth
gummying roti, chewing rice,
spitting out a red chili
to escape the red heat.
My deep red yearning
for a flicker of his attention.
Gritty red Cinnamint
zinging across my teeth.
Finishing books in bed
under the streetlamp’s red glow.
Tracing Minnie’s red bow
on my comforter while waiting
for the stilling red of sleep.
My fading memories,
red-bellied salmon
struggling upstream.

Ami Patel (she/her) is a queer, diasporic South Asian poet and Young Adult fiction writer. She is a Pushcart Prize nominee and a Tin House Workshop alum. Ami’s poetry is published in various places, including The West Review, Beloit Poetry Journal, and They Rise Like A Wave: An Anthology of Asian American Women Poets. You can find her online at amipatelwrites.com.