i. Fruit-Flavored Lip Glosses
I took care of a little girl who had a feeding tube and a trach tube. Every four hours, I’d open the gasket surgically implanted in her stomach, and pour in a can of nutrition. She’d plug her trach with her finger and sing, breathily-whispery.
Her mother bought her flavored lip glosses, and she’d slather her mouth. Tongue in & out, little snake, the comfort of taste.
Sometimes she’d sneak a popsicle, and we’d find evidence in the sticky phlegm of her trach, the peculiar grey-purple of artificial grape.
ii. The Leaning-Tower-of-Pisa Souvenir Lipstick Case
inheritance of jewelry boxes of hat pins
if I wait if I want if I claim it
it remains what remains. Under its case
would be the color
of a mouth parted
the things you would say
Here is the quiet that stalks the trinket
what is missing is the weight of carnauba wax and carnadine, alizarin and lanolin
what is missing is the generation that comes next
passed from mother to daughter to daughter to
iii. When My Grandmother
stopped eating, my mother bought her flavored lip glosses.
C. Kubasta experiments with hybrid forms, excerpted text, and shifting voices –her work has been called claustrophobic and unflinching. Her favorite rejection (so far) noted that one editor loved her work, and the other hated it. A 6-year-old once mistook her for Velma, from Scooby Doo, and was unduly excited. She feels a strong affinity for Skipper, Barbie’s flat-footed cousin. For each major publication, she celebrates with a new tattoo; someday she hopes to be completely sleeved –her skin a labyrinth of signifiers, utterly opaque. Find her at ckubasta.com.