Every family
has a Turkoman Gul,
an elephant’s foot
tied to its fate,
woven from the first harvest
of the madder root.
During the war,
my grandpa sold his crimson rugs
to different strangers.
That’s how we came
to this country.
Years later,
he found and bought each rug.
They came back to me.
But to be Afghan
is to live in agony,
to scrub stains
from your rug
on humid summer days,
and when someone asks,
how are you? You tell them
you bleed from
your liver
across continents.

Born in New York City and raised in Virginia, Zuhra Malik is an Afghan American poet and civil engineer. Her poems have previously appeared in KAIROS. She has an orchid collection and a Bengal cat named Alpha.